Memories Of Imaginations

He's my heart, my life and my soul. When I called him, he definitely will come to me without any objection.

I can't live without him because he's my everything. I don't want he see me only as his best friend any more because I'm in love with him.

My heart hurt whenever I saw him with other girls but I didn't show him my true emotions.

He treat me nicely as his source of happiness but only as his friend. This hurt me more than anything.

I've decided to tell him everything today, I can't keep this feeling anymore. I can't control myself from loving him.

I know our friendship will be awkward after this, at least I want to be true about my own feeling.

As I thought, he came to see me at our usual place although he has a date with a girl.

"Hey, what's up?" I didn't reply to him, I just gave him a weak smile. I clenched my fists.

"Hee Sun ah~ What's wrong?" He put both of his hand on my shoulders. I took a deep breath before I said those words to him.

"I'm in love with you, Jong Hyuk. I know this sound ridiculous to you but I can't keep this anymore. I can't resist this love from growing in my heart"

He moved his hands from my shoulders.

I continue my words again, "It's ok if you can't reply my love. I just want to be honest with you and myself."

He didn't say anything me, I know he shocked with my confession or maybe he doesn't know how he should reject my love.

I didn't dare too look at his face at this moment. My heart beating fast than usual, I afraid to hear his words. We keeps silent for a few seconds.

"Please forgive me, Hee Sun." My tears started to flow as he asked forgiveness from me. That's not a good sign to me.

I looked down at on the green grass, controlling my feeling. I tried not to cry in front him, but my tears keep flowing little by little.

"You are my friend forever, not more than that. I'm sorry because I can't love you back. I hope we still can be friend like before."

He wiped the tears on my cheeks and hugged me tightly as my sobbing become louder. This is the reason why my love towards him become bigger.

I pushed him away from me. He look surprised with my act. I wiped my tears and looked him direct into his eyes.

Before he opened his mouth to said anything, I said, "If I'm only your friend, treat me as a friend or I'll misunderstanding your act towards me."

I ran away from him, leaving him with my broke heart. I knew this would happen but my tears can't stop flowing. Stop crying for that idiot, Hee Sun.

You are only his friend forever!